Avoiding Work
I have came to the conclusion that most of the thing I do online, or even "following passion", have become a good excuse to avoid lot of my works. Most the works are very essential for me to move forward in my life, but I don't feel like to do that. I don't want to leave my comfort zone, Is it because I am doom scrolling or Is Lazy? I don't know. My life have become the most unproductively productive life, like i have published lot of projects for my coding, but haven't done anything that will be essential/important for my future career, like actually study for DSA or examination to get good cs college. I am just doing coding all day, But not touching works that are important. It's not like i wanna do coding every time, it's like an excuse to not work, like if i get free time, i would never touch code, but when I have to do something outside of my comfort zone, I will start some coding projects, Which will take around 5-20 days to complete.
I don't know how long will this cycle go, But I hope it end fast.